I hate weekends like this. Life is stressful on days that should be the right time to take a rest. If only I could shout..! My head is aching and my heart is beating fast. Sometimes I can feel that my body is out of air but my brain is full of it.
I want to find someone who could really understand, cause I know it's easy to give advices yet it is very difficult to follow the same advices when you're on the same situation. It's very easy to say the things we want to say cause were not on that person's shoes.
One day, the friend of my friend is asking for the best thing to do about his/her problem. People around me have bits of advices, yet I only came out with a smile and a teary eyes....cause I know what is the best thing to do yet I can't utter the words cause I also know that the best thing to do is the hardest thing to follow.
How could I give him/her some help when I, myself wants the end of the world right at this moment, when each and everyday passes yet I can't seems to feel it, when Christmas is fast approaching to everyone but it is running away from me, when I want to talk yet no one dares to listen and no one seems to care.
Para sa friend ni friend...if you need me...I'm here, but please bear if I can't say anything but I can cry with you, I'm here if you need ears to listen without judging you!
November 23, 2009
November 7, 2009
"Forget about all the reasons why something may not work.....You only need to find one good reason why it will"
I was stuck on a heavy traffic last night at SLEX. I wanna' jump out of the jeep and run my way to our office but that's impossible. Friday is always a "traffic day"...for those who are on their way to Manila from the South. But that incidence gave me enough time to reminisce the old times, remember my friends, pass some quotations to everyone on my contacts/phonebook and think of some plans for the future. My mind was too occupied by different thoughts when I suddenly gazed on a neon board....a sign which is so familiar the signage of "Asian Hospital Medical Center" plus the "Vivere" Neon Board. At last we're at Festival exit. Two steps away and I'll be late...I arrive at the office at exactly 10:03 p.m.
And now, I am looking forward to next Friday. The former class of Fourth year-Rosal are planning a reunion at Mall of Asia. This will going to be a funny, exciting and spectacular day, for sure. Let's add the boys' craziness plus the girls naughty attitude together with my down to earth character when I'm with them...OMG it'll gonna be "A DAY TO REMEMBER". I'm excited but before that I have to close all my pending deals with the clients so that my application for leave will be approved. I'll pray for it.
TGIS....it's rest day till Monday morning..I'll take time to rest not only my body but my mind as well. The right time to be away from the world of stress and chaos.
November 6, 2009
At last, I'm back!!! It's been a long time and I'm glad I have the courage and strength to write again and let's add the sound mind as well. I was in trouble for the last few months and it was God's guidance that brought me to my senses again though feeling blue is natural in a minute or 2 for every half an hour (LoL).
Thanks to the quotes forwarded by my friends as well as the quotations of Bob Ong. I just realized that I deserve to be happy though I'm not perfect and I will try my best to be on the right and positive track.
More to come but I have to rest for now....See yah guys!