It was my birthday last May 5 and I was abruptly disturbed and depressed. Sometimes it's so pointless to feel that way yet I can't do anything to control it. Thank GOD he never let me down during the hard times of my life. See the picture below, believe me or not when I was sitting on my bed that same day and I can't sleep, I glance at the back of the door and read the pamphlet behind as "PLAYING BIBLE" and when I took a second look it's " Paying Bills". GOD is giving me a wake-up call and made me realized that I was not alone that time and he was sharing the pain in my heart.