July 23, 2010

So this is GOODBYE?

I do remember the reason why I created this blog. I love to write though I know I'm not that good. At first I was afraid that people who might read this would tease me not only about the topic but also with the grammar and other stuffs as well. For times now, this blog of mine became the outlet of all the emotions and depressions that I've been through.  My journey to recovery from loneliness, though I truly admit that I do feel loneliness sometimes. Together with this I tried to strengthen my long lost connection with GOD. 

Sey, do you still remember the time when your only follower is TB? Yes, I do!!! I discover TB's blog from one of the blogs I followed through Blog of Note. (btw, TB will have her surgery today and wish her luck and God's guidance- thanks!!!). Afterwards I joined 20SB. I found most of you there and the first follower I gained from is Island Gal and through her I found my wonderful Filipina Blog Friends, Mitch, Janjan, Gnetch, and Coline. I also met the lovely couple Betsy and George. Let's also add Rachel who always remind me to pray and trust God. Let's add Ratz my new favorite writer. Coreen to whom I learned that we should see the glass half full and not half empty. To Chris (who may not even know that I mentioned her here) who have shared her stunning pictures which gave me the inspiration to take pictures of my own no matter how they look like (at least they're mine).  And to Dionne who is very good in art, a gorgeous girl that serves as an inspiration for me to work harder on paint and eventually wanted to learn photoshop (check her blog and you'll be amazed with her designs).  You may also want to visit Lacey. She draw adorable pictures who wished me luck with the drawing thing in 20sb.

After reviewing all the pictures, especially  the pictures I did using paint, (please see below) 
NO!!! NOT THIS ONE. I DID IT USING POWERPOINT, BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE ANY PICTURE BUT WANTED TO SHARE MY IDEA CLEARLY.

YES THIS IS IT!! LOOK AT ALL THOSE STICKS AND UNTIL I LEARNED HOW TO ADD COLOR. if you would click you can see that there are rough edges. IT'S JUST YESTERDAY THAT I LEARNED THAT I COULD MAGNIFY THEM TO CLEAN THE PICTURE.

Until a friend  guided me yesterday and came up with the picture below not so good but neat than the others.
I see no problem of sharing my thoughts but I have to gather my thoughts too. Need time for myself and give attention to things I missed before, since my brain became so occupied. There are so many things that I have to attend to and deal with the stuffs I never payed attention too: visit the doctor for the check-up and strengthen my relationship with GOD . This isn't goodbye,.....let's just say a little rest and vacation for a while. Thanks!!!

12 comments:

  1. Well, I sure hope it's not forever! Taking a few steps back for perspective is always nice, but since I can see how much joy you get from blogging, I hope you will come back refreshed and rarin' to go.

    It's easy for a blog to turn into something you have to do instead of something you really want to do. With more followers comes more responsibility to them, and I hope that you aren't letting the pressure get to you. Enjoy your break, but know that whenever you are ready to come back, we'll be ready to click on you again. :)

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  2. I hope things work out for you, Sey...
    Hugs,
    Betsy

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  3. yOu scared the hell outta me Sey.....

    Hey stupid hell come back come back.... Sey is just taking a vacay... come back hell...

    So remember what i told you once.... Be happy that no one saw you falling... remember rite!!! You go girl and thankyou so so much that you didn't delete or something like that... because if you had ask Mish... i would have tormented you with devils... Mwahahahaha....

    You take rest, enjoy life and come back... till then you know that i love you... well yes i do... there i said it.... and please don't ever think of deleting your blog... coz we are here for you... depression is an asshole... kick it out of your life.... Love ya and Muah...

    Gee Ratz such a silly letter.....

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  4. TB I promise to be back healthy, refreshed and rarin' to go as always! I just to need to do some things now and I'll gonna miss you!


    Betsy Thanks Betsy! Nice to hear from you again.


    RATZ DEAR WHAT CAN I SAY? I cried out loud because of your letter and I feel so blessed and happy that you care a lot for me and you love me. You have to know something................I LOVE YAH TOO...I promise to be back Healthy and kickin' again!

    Loving you always:
    Your #1 fun
    sEy :)

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  5. I hope your break brings you good health and refreshment. Rest well -- we will see you when you get back.

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  6. You really got us scared. I thought you'd quit blogging or something happened to you. the title really got me hahaha!

    It's alright to take a rest or you want some time alone. but always remember that we're here for you. you can talk all you want and we will gladly listen. it maybe just words, but those are sincere.

    Take care Sey! And don't do that again. You're giving us heart attack hahahah!

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  7. Hey, I hope you are well and will come back soon. I was hoping to get to know you more, I mean, the blog girly stuff knowing haha!

    I pray you'd be well ok. xo

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  8. I think you're right, and smart... Your heart will tell you where you need to spend your time.

    You're a smart woman.

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  9. take care....hope everything turns out better than your expectation...good luck

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  10. Thanks for the shout out girl! I really love your blog & will miss you posting but I totally understand needing to take time off. Get well soon!

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  11. Oh no!!!!! I will definitely miss you! The feeling is bittersweet, sad but then I am also happy for you and I know, you really need to take a break..but please please promise us that you'll come back we will be waiting (no pressure). Enjoy your rest and be healthy. You will always be in my prayers. muah!

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