Exhausting Days

I am so busy since Sunday. It's been 4 days now since I transferred to a new house for some reasons. Only few knew that I moved cause things might got complicated.

Yesterday, I went home early. I brought my dirty clothes to the laundry shops. Last Monday, we went to the grocery to buy some stuffs for the new apartment.

The new house is so nice. I'm enjoying it but it's not yet fixed. You can find my stuffs everywhere cause I had no time to arrange my things. I am busy with my work especially now that I have t pull my "stats".

I'll upload pictures of the new house soon.....check it out! (hahahaha)

I LOVE YOU GOOD BYE

Kagabi on my way sa work kainis ang tugtog sa jeep....Almost over you...ang panahon parang baliw, nakikiayon sa nararamdaman ng tao. Yun bang feeling mo lahat ng babasahin mo pati maririnig mo parang swak sa nararamdaman moh...diba? bat kaya ganun? Tapos kasabay ng song nakikita mo siyang palayo nag- bye2 pa sa'yo....wala ako masabi kundi S**t talaga... Di ko na lang inintindi yung nararamdaman ko. Baka mabadtrip pa ako eh!

Nung isang araw sabi ni MHB, nuod daw kami sine..gusto ba naman I LOVE YOU GOODBYE, ay sus, parang gusto akong himatayin sa loob ng sinehan lamig pa naman dun. Sabay bawi sige panoorin natin yun pagnaka-Move on ka na! baliw talaga.

Tapos ngayon naman ang sumunod na kanta sa MP3, "I Love You, Goodbye" bahala na nga..W*F....

Sa mga nangyari sana may natutunan tayo dahil:

• maraming tao ang nasaktan,
• may taong nagsakripisyo,
• may taong masasaktan pa
• may mga taong matagal bago maghilom ang sugat,
• may relationship na nasira
• may mga taong nadamay
• may mga taong nakisali
• may buhay na tooooooot
• may nabuong galit
• may mga nag-away ( feeling ko lang)
• may na-down
• may inaway at nang-away
• may pagmamahal at tiwala na nasira
• at marami pang iba.....!

Un lang....tama na torture na toh! aist

Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you

Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you

Sikreto,

Hay naku wala nanaman magawa. Kahit puyat na puyat na hindi pa din makatulog. Dami ko iniisip

SIKRETO:

Lilipat na ako ng hauz, kung saan di ko pa alam, taz pag alam ko na SIKRETO muna. hahaha....madali naman akong makita, may palatandaan. Mlapit kay Marianne..oo kay Marianne Rivera.

Siguro kelangan ko na uminom ng gatas para makatulog ako at para lumakas...anung gatas naman? Hindi ko pa din alam, pag alam ko na...SIKRETO muna...basta makakatulong yun.

Kailangan ko na din ng complete vitamins. Hindi lang yun para sa akin. Eh para kanino? SIKRETO din....basta para yun sa ikakabuti niya...bakit sa ikakabuti niya eh ako ang iinom? Ang labo ko na yatang mag-isip.

Kailangan ko na din magpa-check-up. May sakit kaya ako? Bakit ako magpapacheck-up...SIKRETO din!

Nu ba yan puro sikreto, and hirap naman talaga maging isang _________________!

Why do I ask Questions

Oftentimes, when I ask questions you tend to misunderstood me. You thought I am doing it to find your faults, shortcomings and mistakes but you are MISTAKEN. We all know that you changed a lot though you tend to deny it but you did. I just want to know the things you are doing not to dictate what you should do but to let you know that I am worried about you too. I realized you're not the same anymore and I didn't realize you to be the person you are now. I am so worried that eventhough I am trying to face and find another life for me I am still thinking what would happen to you. All I can do is hope that you would find good friends to be with, in your journey through life. I know you're still young and still want to explore life as your friends are doing. I do understand it BUT PLEASE BE CAREFUL. Mama is crying for you, listen to her. Mama knows best.

Ano ang Mahirap dun?

Ang hirap pala kapag lilipat ka ng bahay. Ang sakit sa loob na iwan ang bahay na nakasanayan mo ng uwian pero no choice ka. Mahirap kasi, (1) Wala kang kakilala sa bagong paligid na pupuntahan mo, (2) wala kang makakasama sa paglipat mo, (3) feeling mo pinagtampuhan ka ng mundo.

Pero no choice naman eh! kailangang gawin....