February 26, 2011

Money Matters but it doesn't Matter

If the issue is money, I don't want to talk about it. I haven't save enough money from the last few months.. I feel bad when I can't feed the bank account. I would like to live my life on the policy of Giving, Saving and Living on the rest. I heard this from a religious organization in the television and I know it made sense. For some reason, I can give............... and live on the rest............... but not save!!!

As a human being, sometimes I found myself so envious of  those girls driving their own car. Those rich people having their mansions built on the most famous and well know subdivisions in the land even though my real dream is just a simple home. When can I go non stop shopping and travelling? I know the answer lies from nowhere. I know shouldn't think about these things because in doing so will bring me to nowhere and most apparently to the land of destruction.

Rather than having self-pity, I would rather count the blessings. Instead of what is gone, count what is left. Yes, I haven't save enough but I am glad that all those money intended to feed the bank account were spent entirely for my health and in providing the needs of my love ones :P.

Remember the day I told you that what  I can taste is only the extremes I had an appointment with the doctor last weekend and he told me that if we cannot fix this problem it will destroy my taste buds and sense of smell and they might not go back to normal anymore. I am terrified with the news! What will happen to me if I cannot distinguished even the smell of an edible and spoiled milk.

I know I have to deal with it, no matter what. I kept on praying that everything will fall into place. I have another appointment this weekend to see if I need further examinations and laboratory test. Let's see what will happen but I am staying positive. The doctor gave me thumblike medicine which are so difficult to swallow and not to mention are very expensive. And if funding this medications means having another job, I would gladly take it by all means especially now that expenses are becoming bigger and bigger. I have high hopes that everything will be back to normal  in no time. Please pray for me and have a great weekend everyone.


  1. Don't worry, I will include you in my prayers tonight as well as your doctor...I am positive that soon you'll get your sense of smell and taste back to normal...don't loose hope :) God is good and he will Heal you.

    Have a great weekend!


  2. ChinaDoll Thanks Coline. I really appreciate it. I am optimistic too. Have a great weekend too!

  3. I'm sorry to hear about your problems with taste and smell. I can't begin to comprehend what it would be like to lose those senses. We'll keep you and your doctor in our prayers.

  4. Take care sey. You will be in my prayers for sure... everything's gonna be alright.

  5. You are right dear, count your blessings. That’s what I do too, when I get frustrated with life. There are so many things I want and I can’t get them yet, but I know God is working on it. He does the same for you. I hope you’ll get better soon. Don’t worry I will pray for you. ChinaDoll is right, God is good and he has reason for everything. In time, you will understand why you need to go through this. I bet you already know that. I wish you only the best Sey! Take care! :)

  6. Coline, I am praying for you too dear friend!!

    As far as money and how we should use it.. I try to live that way too. It has been a hard 6 years since my divorce, But it's getting better and I am determined to do better. :-) That's all we can do!! Counting my blessings too & You are one of them sweet, sweet friend!!!

    Coreen xoxoxo

  7. God will take care of you.God bless. Hope everything will be just fine.

  8. I hope everything goes well. Cheers to staying positive.

    PS I grew up poor so I understand. Money will come in time.

  9. I never knew about your condition until today. I haven't had the time to read blogs lately. I'm so sorry to hear this. Everything will be fine.

  10. Nice blogs....

    "When the going gets tough, the tough get going" - I like this very much...

    followed you... do you mind returning th favor?

  11. Hi Sey,

    I saw your comment from Chinadoll's blog, she's my friend. I've been visiting here every now and then but it's my first time to comment.

    Don't worry, keep on praying, everything will be okay. God never fail to listen. He knows best!

    I am following your blog now, hope you will follow mine.

    Take Care.

  12. AiDiSan Thanks! I know he won't fail me and I know there's a reason for this.

    Thanks for following my blog.


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