So this is GOODBYE?

I do remember the reason why I created this blog. I love to write though I know I'm not that good. At first I was afraid that people who might read this would tease me not only about the topic but also with the grammar and other stuffs as well. For times now, this blog of mine became the outlet of all the emotions and depressions that I've been through.  My journey to recovery from loneliness, though I truly admit that I do feel loneliness sometimes. Together with this I tried to strengthen my long lost connection with GOD. 

Sey, do you still remember the time when your only follower is TB? Yes, I do!!! I discover TB's blog from one of the blogs I followed through Blog of Note. (btw, TB will have her surgery today and wish her luck and God's guidance- thanks!!!). Afterwards I joined 20SB. I found most of you there and the first follower I gained from is Island Gal and through her I found my wonderful Filipina Blog Friends, Mitch, Janjan, Gnetch, and Coline. I also met the lovely couple Betsy and George. Let's also add Rachel who always remind me to pray and trust God. Let's add Ratz my new favorite writer. Coreen to whom I learned that we should see the glass half full and not half empty. To Chris (who may not even know that I mentioned her here) who have shared her stunning pictures which gave me the inspiration to take pictures of my own no matter how they look like (at least they're mine).  And to Dionne who is very good in art, a gorgeous girl that serves as an inspiration for me to work harder on paint and eventually wanted to learn photoshop (check her blog and you'll be amazed with her designs).  You may also want to visit Lacey. She draw adorable pictures who wished me luck with the drawing thing in 20sb.

After reviewing all the pictures, especially  the pictures I did using paint, (please see below) 

NO!!! NOT THIS ONE. I DID IT USING POWERPOINT, BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE ANY PICTURE BUT WANTED TO SHARE MY IDEA CLEARLY.

YES THIS IS IT!! LOOK AT ALL THOSE STICKS AND UNTIL I LEARNED HOW TO ADD COLOR. if you would click you can see that there are rough edges. IT'S JUST YESTERDAY THAT I LEARNED THAT I COULD MAGNIFY THEM TO CLEAN THE PICTURE.

Until a friend  guided me yesterday and came up with the picture below not so good but neat than the others.

I see no problem of sharing my thoughts but I have to gather my thoughts too. Need time for myself and give attention to things I missed before, since my brain became so occupied. There are so many things that I have to attend to and deal with the stuffs I never payed attention too: visit the doctor for the check-up and strengthen my relationship with GOD . This isn't goodbye,.....let's just say a little rest and vacation for a while. Thanks!!!